Lapan belas.

I'm eighteen. I'm proud, proud to be big. As big as the iceberg. Haha not that big actually.

Eighteen years of life living. Dalam masa eighteen years tu, aku dapat tujuh orang adik. Tujuh orang, quite banyak kan.But I am so thankful.

Once, my brothers and sisters are not at home, following my Abah. Then I asked Mom, how if she got this many children, I mean, not 8. Then she said, I am gonna be lonely. Okay we just talked in Kelate at this time actually.

I thought she is going to say, Oh my I am gonna be at peace. But she is not! Shock because my thought was mishit but not so aggrieved by that.Then I realize, even we are sorts of miscellaneous burden to her, but we are still her diamond and jewels. I always know that.

Thank you Mom.
I know you have never feel less than delighted to deliver each of us.