Hard to tell.

I thought and hoping something inspiring from you because you are always so. Yes, I do admit, it was my fault. I'm not blaming the college, the lectures. No I am definitely not. But please, do give me support, don't just say that you don't know. I know it is up to me, coz I'm the one who is struggling, but it doesn't mean that I need nobody behind my back. Please do concern about me, please don't just say I don't know it is up to me, please, work just a bit to understand my situation. This is one of my hard moments. Please do support me :( I feel irritated towards your words just now. I'm hoping for something else, inspiring one,